I am such a useless . I hate myself . I am nothing now at all . I have no parents . They just take me a transparents && throw me away asides act like i am nothing at all . Why ? Why you all have to treat me like that ? WHY ? Sometimes i was really was thinking to be alone forever . Nobody is going to care about me . My life seems like hard to me . My life was really meaningless now . I am dying && lie in down for the one day true . No one else . Nobody is gonna leave me . All my own bussiness . They swer that if i die . They won't see me once agains . They just took me i am death . They just can't understand me . If one day , i'm leaving ... I can't leave in peace . All i wants is w/in peace . My heart was really gone w pieces . Now was really that ; i lose myself it hard to bring my starting of me . I was losing me mind . She is crazy of Suicide . I'm sorry .