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Hellos .

SIGH ~ Why there is so much thought came out frm my mind ?! WHY ?! Cn someone here pls tell me why ?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ?!

Why i cn see happiness in my eyes . Bt why couldn't i get it ?! Sometime somehow i am just pretending that i am fine . Bt , noone cn even see the unhappiness things left behind me . All i have been is the unhappiness/sad life that i gt . Why ?! Noone here is gonna understand me .

No one

What happen t me ?! Hellos huili ?! Whr have you been ?! Whr is my past huili ?! Whr have you been gone t ?! I wanted you 'Come back to me' ! I hate t see myself frm nw . I rly hate myself . This all could been that i am useless && failure .

Whatever what i have done im just a freaking hell . Idh the ability t do anythings ! WHY ?!

Is anybody gonna save me

Can anybody tell me what's going on

Tell me what's going on

If you open your eyes

You'll see that something is wrong

Cn you pls tell me why ?! Hais ! Whr is my another half ? Life is nt fair .
i hate myself , i hate my meaningless life . Just let me die , alrights ?!

I don't wanna make myself unhappy .

i don't wanna make myself t have this thought !

i don't wanna make myself crying for everyday . Pls !!

im lost

someone ,

save me

what about now?