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me&rachel ! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

To my best buddy joey-Today you are going to army le . ); & botak ehs . LOLS . Must do rly tc uhs buddy . Jy ! All the best !! haas . I will wait for you out from e' army . Faster come out & treat you a bigbig eat . :D I will miss you de . My best buddy ever !! Today was lazy to go sch . ;D && Going tm out w rachel & his stead and friends . :D

Wordering, why am i change ? My life was rly totally sucks ! I fucking hate 2008 ! I just wanna to rewind to the past to stay there forever . && Wish the times or the past cud/wud stop forever & nvr'll be change . No . I'm/was wrong . I just dunt want to see my nw was begin lyk thats ' this . Now i was rly lazy && attitude problems . Many things was happens . I wanna to be my past of me . Hope everythings is still the same . Indid , it was impossible ! I was rly miss the past .

Everything, like the sad things, the things I carried in anxiety, everything ;

Because I am beginning to be able to think like this,

Let’s always look towards the important times

Even now I don’t forget, from that day forward

Living, believing, will this is change into happiness ?