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Behind all of my tears , Behind all of the rain ; there's no sun shine in my life &the moon won’t glow w any glee . so when i am alone , i feel alone && im useless in everybody’s presence .
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Morning everyone ! (; grace daug have fallen t aslp . D; =.=' In the early morning , 9am plus wake-up by xiaovin call . Ha ! Crazy one . :D Tried * Ok , well . I was mad abt missing everyone . Hmmm .. Imma gg cut hair . Cos' each day by day past , is gonna be more && more thick . Is making me feel uncomfortable as well . Ehs . Ltr gt t meet nicole mei at our old place cityhall station by 4.30pm t ask for some courses . Hope that i cn get in . (: Wish me gd-luck here ! Abt 7pm plus guess going bugis.S . Maybe lately night will be comfirm w xiaovin that , did i gt g for thier interview chalet ==

why cn't i get myself into a happy life?

Stay-Right-Turn ;D


Back ! Im so sorry nicole mei ! Sorry for always that i have been late . && always letting you waited me for long . S_O_R_R_Y ! ): meet her abt 5.45pm at city-hall station . Aft that walk t funan t ask some information abt hair dressing . WTH ?! The kimage sch courses is damns expensive mans ! Learning lesson $7000plus ! Ehs . Shit lahs ! Cnt get in anw . Hais ! So what cn i do ? Always at home , mother keep nagging on me . BTH ! I rly cn't stand it for this time ! Regretting ! Regret what i have done for my sec4 important times that i didn't study hard/well ? Ohs , i was too late at alls .....

SIGH* i was changing . What i was trying t change myself t be a better person . I dnt wanna t be more worsen that i did && that i spoken every bad things/words out . I just want t change what i've . &i just want t restart everything in my life . That was it . Im changing my acttidue problem , a bad temper . Yes ! Im changing nw . Idw t lose myself . && idw t lose everyone everything in my life . And Yes ! Im treasure something what i gt , something what i used something what i get t see . As long as i did . {:
... Around 6.30pm plus . We walk t clarke quay central there t take bus147 t serangoon meet grace . :D slacking awhile ltr , we going hougang point t slack . && nicole mei have t g . So grace calling some friends down t slack tgt . (: damns , 10pm plus started w a big rain . KNS . Nw adays , the weather was so bad .

Shiming darling-Cheerups ! (; there is nth worth t do any kind of stupid things && cry for a guy . What for you crying for a guy that he is happily aft && dosen't even care for you alr ? End up is making yourself more sad && those hurts . Listen up , IS NT WORTH ! Am i right ? You cn live your life w/o any guys . It won't die . You just stead w him nt till 1month only . Is enough , ok ? Guys is bastard . Have told you as before alr . Single is better than in r/s rights ? Isn't it ? No more stress and cn have your freedom. && nw i cn tell you that im rly happily in single-lious ! :D Im living more happily w/o any guys ((: so you better think what i've said . Wasn't that im chossing the right choice ? Dnt think too much alrights ? Soon be alrights ya ! What peepos say "Dn't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." CHILL`

im B-R-O-K-E ! Gonna t be beggar soon . D:
Hellos ?! Anyone have job intro ?