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Im sure this time i'll be a better person && is also a gd girl . (: Trust me . I'm nt promise anyone t change for them . I promise t change for myself . I wanna change my attiduce towards everyone ! Just give me a time . Bear w it alrights ? Im turning nt t smoke too much as well . I am no longer the past of me for this time . I swear on my last time i have used t be smoke as much , since last yr' april started. What i wanna change myself t a non-smoker . Wonder all nw was too late for me . Somebody says , there's a chance t change . Is see that you want it anots . Something is that you cn't do it . Is your personal dw it . Well , i cn say that im the nt the most responsible girl that i knw . Im always in miss lil' miss late , always nt on time for the show . Ask anyone around me && they’ll tell you just hw i am . Yeahs ! (; I try to tell the truth every chance that i get , i nvr let the work im doing get to my head && when it came to love . I thought i gave it the best i had . Bt somewhr i missed , somewhr i slipped , somewhr there’s a couple steps that i skipped . Somehw i told myself i didn’t need anyone . Bt look at me nw . I was so busy telling everyone . Hw gd life is nw that you’re gone . {: Nw it’s so hard to be out on my own . So why do i feel so alone ?! Hw could i get this all wrong ?! I guess that lil' miss perfect wasn’t that perfect aft all. Nw everything around me feels out of place . Like all four walls are closing in && there’s no escape . Everyday spent w/o you it gets harder to act like i’m ok . If i could take back the things that i said . If i could un-break all that we had . I’d put all the pieces back tgt again . The world that i knw is all crashing down && it’s the biggest shock to me . Cos' i thought i had it all figured out . So why does my heart feel empty ? SIGH* I thought it was perfect . Bt it wasn’t so perfect .

just look around && see
who you rly need
who you rly love

Whn you hurt someone you love , the pain is unbearable.

Alvin didi-It been a long time no see && didn't even contact . Endup you just suddenly chat w me in thy msn . :D Cheerups ! (; There is one day you will met until your mrs right . (: It isn't your time for r/s . Is your time for studying . Dnt think as much as well .