15 March 2009

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SIGH ~ I wasn't in the mood anw . Sorry here .

*G*race*.:SIGH ~ im sorry that i wasn't in the mood . Maybe i'm to blame . sry . i knw that we two is your close friends as well . bt , ere' is something usually that she was nt right . i knw that i maybe as well i might be e' same . bt what wrong && what is your weakness part is rly that you are a soft-hearted-person . as before i have told eu so much times , dnt be too soft . or peoples will be taking advantage to you . think abt it ! (; wasn't that im rights ? just lyk jurist says . what i was saying so toos . ey' even get closer to your ways nw . isn't that the truth ? &&i didn't say abt you last night . all i was typing abt 'SHE' ! [if next time , just dnt bring us t meet each others if let us feel hates' . Cos' i just dnt wanna t make things out worst.] understand it ? i just dnt wish because of this things & breakup our f/s . ehs . since i knw you the ite life last yr' until nw was abt 1yrs'3month plus alr . just for nt long , we started to get close for each other as well . we usually get t meet each others , go out && slack tgt . we had so much fun && jokes as well . for long we get t knews each other patterns very well . nw en' i knw that you are rly damns get cheated easily by peoples/somebody else . dumbo* must learn to protect yourself ! do you knw that ?! hais ! you dnt understand that hw much i Cares' abt you or worry abt you that you will get cheated for someday . Cos' i dnt wanna see the same person that i used t be as the past of me . i get lesson before so that i knw , frm e' day i'll nvr get trusted by anyone . as a friend i will be telling you . as a friend i will be treat you right . i knw that i am nt the good or the right person that you knew me for . sometime i rly just felt that i took you for granted . guess you should knw , i always get those cigg frm you && isn't that im bad ? i'm rly sorry that i have wasted your money for so much . im sorry . a sincerly apologise that . wont eu feel that im using you ?! guess you will be hate me for the sometimes . sorry for being here . you should nt have this kind of the friend lyk me . you have regret for knwing me , guess so . bt , im nt regret for knowing you . you are the 1st friend that i found , which is the best . im glad to knw you . i nvr tot that you are as bad . you brighten my days through the each days . trufully , whn i was begin w you im always exicited && getting mad == lols. whn i was down . you was the one that i always told . you nvr failed t wake me up ! im thankful god for letting us met till this day && thanks being ere' for me anw . {:

Ricky-guess i knw what you will be feelling abt me , hates && irritating . am i rights ? sorry so . i wasn't in the mood . maybe we'r to blame . if , you hate me or whatever . just say-out-loud just let me knw . i won't get angry anw . (: i just wanted t knws simply ans . or is just yes or no that is enough . well . take-gd-cares of yourself anw .

Wordering , why am i change ? My life was rly totally sucks ! I just wanna rewind back to the past && stay there ever . && Wish the time or the past could stop there & nvr'll be change . No . I was wrong . All i was thinking is in a impossible way . Everything , like the sad things , the things i carried in anxiety , everything . I just dnt wish to see nw of myself was begin hell lyk thats ' this . I dnt want have t be this way . I wanna change my bad-habits , damn laziness && attitude problems . All i have t change ! SIGH ~ I wanna to be my past of me . Bt was haing too late . Hate things go lyk this . Hoping everything is still be the same of me . Indid , it was impossible ! I was rly miss the past .

i know that , i'm feeling IRRITATING . it's lets' you all feel Hates ' ?
what can i do And what can i say . This is all i can do ; to try my best for .
Should i leave && ends or myself ?! (;

Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon
SORRY I WASN'T THE GOOD FRIEND THAT EVERYBODY MET .

Nobody knews the pain, what i had. The fake smile what i took.
If:Byebye, I'm Leaving. Takecares alrights?

maybe , i needs sometimes for me t be slient down a moment.(I always needed time on my own)
or instead of changing myself .
all i need is a "time" t change .

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