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Last night when i was told some stuff that rly broke my heart. It made me realise that i'm nt whole, i'm missing a piece, & i need that piece back... && what a better way to express that than in drawing.

There’s a missing piece.

I wonder if there are things you could have taught me
If there were questions I should have asked
If there was anything I was supposed to know

I wonder if it would have changed anything
I wonder if any of this was supposed to be different

I wonder if you know what’s coming.

I think about your dreams, mostly
&& I think about whr you’re dreaming of
I wonder if you see the golden gates of heaven
Or the fire & brimstone of hell

I wonder if you’ve made any plans
I wonder if you know whr you’re going

There are so many things I want to ask
There are many answers that I want to have
But you don’t know them either

I wish you could tell me what it feels like
What you’re expecting, or hoping for

There’s a missing piece that I feel the need to fill.
Morning everyone ! (; Last night , i have received a call . Ha ! Is my "MELVIN ERZI" ! M-I-A back . Haahs , he's finally back ! ;DD miss him quite rights == have a nice chat on phone w him . :D haas . Quiet excited abt it . Cos' , maybe is i a long days didnt chat on the phone so . .. Bt one thing is that all awhile we keep on chatting the msn version download things =.=" he download the 9.0-version messenger , endup say dk hw t used . && wanna get back the previous messenger & he cnt get back . Making him so frustrated abt . 'Relax relax relax !' lol

Bt , nw is another M-I-A frm me . Is this idiot 'Ricky' ! Msg him . He didn't even reply at once . Comments also . D; ANGRY* I also dk wth happening t him . SIGH ~ Guess he dw t contact me alr . Ok , well . Dnt want t say anymore . Is his choice . Lets forget it ! Shit !

Hais ! Yongkang bro is going in (N.S) today . Just nw abt 8am-plus call him . He say he was at there le . Ask him what time he gg in today ? He say nw . Well , must do takecares alots whnever you'r . Botak bro i will be missing you , alrights ?! (; haahs , see im so your gd-sister rights ? LOLS . :D
OMG !! Which this two pic shows that my face-expression is looking damns ah-hai(toot(!) siol ! (; LOLS . :D
Hey , im back t post for today ! (;
Im such a fool for getting a new cutting . O-M-G MANS ! I hate this part of my new hair-cutting ! It looking lyk a piece of bull-shit lahs ! ); Ohs , bt was too late . SIGH ~ Im regretting of going hair cut for today ! ): i rather than w my thick hair . D: Ewww .. I look so ugly w this hair ! ARGHS ! Im MAD MAD MAD ! Im so "frustrated" abt it !(stressing) I hate it ! Previously , i keep on nagging that i wanna cut off my thick hair . Bt nw , it was so crazy abits ! SO WTF/H am i doing ?! ALM !! Guess peepos here will think that i am so weird && is also a strange girl . Ok , forget abt it . Dnt want t mention anw ^~' Lets stop this topic/stuck at here toking abt my hair . lol. Aft my hair cut =.=" , i myself alone went t kovan t search for a job . Bt , there is no job interview . So tell me what a big 'SIGH' again ?! Isn't it ? I WANT WORKING I WANT WORKING I WANT WORKING !! Sadded ** hais ! Grace called , so meet her at sengkang(compass.point) aft . :D ... While awaiting for her . BORED ~ So imma went t library awhile t find some story-books t read . (: haas . Since i hate t study . Bt i was quite enjoying reading . Maybe is a long time for me that i didnt even touch thy books/sch . Bt nw , im so missing . ..... Around 3.30pm plus grace missed calls me that she's reached . So went down t meet her . Aft that meet cailing . Aft cailing friend . ........... Aft meet sherry . Slacking*

I wanna t change what i was nw . I dnt want t obsess over my past ! Hopefully, that i cn restart myself frm the 'start over again'.

"我到底哭什麼, 哭什麼 ?!"

sometimes i didnt knw what i am crying for,
sometimes i just pretend that im fine,
sometimes whn was w 'Ya All', i just wanna try t make all of you smile & happy
&& just wanted t entertain.
Bt my heart still couldn't even gave each single-smile.
All of you happy is enough {: in my life there is nth special.....