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What i've found out the truth from my parents is that what they have told me as before . Whn nw , i have my problems . Whr does my friends go to ? All just leave me out , hang me out or runaway just act lyk nth happens . I have regret . Regret why i didn't listen what my parents said . Bt nw , it was too late . Since thy day past , i've no true friends at all . I've realise all is just using me . SIGH ~ i hate all of you ! Hw could 'Ya All' treat me lyk this ? You all have lied to me . What i have used to be is all seems to be change . Hais ! Im damns stress !! I am so stress "NOW" ! NOW NOW ! Understand ?! I nw even have so much problems so . I having a big problems nw && it is so hard t solve . No-one else cn understand . All is just think abt themselves . Once i get into troubles . Who is going t Cares' ? I cn tell you . There's 'NO-ONE' ! All is just pretending . Whn yous need me . Ohs , i'm sorry for being there . Bt nw , my mind was telling me that 'Starting frm nw onwards , i dnt need any friends at all .' This is what i have to say ; "i learn t be independant . I cn live w/o my friends . I cn enjoy shopping alone . I cn do almost everything alone . && i will nt relying on someone . Bt there is one things that i cn't lose [ My-Family ] ! They are my important in my life . Cos' they are my life . (:"

Thanks alots huiyee babe for helping me to find job (L) <33
i-m-y !! && i miss cheryl mei as much as well ! );