Phobia in love.: 040609

G.Morning People ! (; i think i shall came back for blogging .
Other than that , i don't wish to be a unreasonable .
After all could has happened just a few days back.
-i have lost
-to see customer faces && staff faces
-tiring agian && agian
Alright, i don't wish to mention or to say right back agian.
Im feeling so so so TIRED ! Is a damn bloody hell tiring ! );
Thursday sleep for the 10hrs' plus . Last night 7hrs' plus .
&& yet now im still feeling so damn tired ,
weak & feeling nt right . Tell me what's wrong w me ?
Maybe i was not enough sleep. So may causes which is now i am.
Sigh! Too much stress hanging on my mind/head.
Can't get off or out of my head. Thought working which might
slove the problem. Yet, it dosen't work it out. Hmmm..
Maybe this job is too slacking? Hais! Anyway, i still have to bear w it.
I can't lose a job again . && i can't let my parents to disappointed once again && again .
All of the causes bought on me to bring everyone burdens
&& troubles . So i needs to earn more cash/money for my family .
Is a times for me to suffering some hardship && is my times to repay.
&& i need to return all of those money to my dearest friends .
Honestly , i who have owe them so much . So i need sometimes ,
slowly to return or and repay them . Hopefully , everythings went
smoothly after the rest .....

&&i supposed to hangout w my classmates/class gathering.
yet that im working full shift by ytd.D: (SIGH!)
i miss them so much even i couldn't bear to see them/outting w them.
D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=

And i want to watch a movie which is
"TRANSFORMER" , who wanna catch a movie w me ?! ):
I have been waiting quite a long. Yet, there isn't anyone i could find.D:
Im so missing the past the good old days=(
I miss all my friends/the dearest one.
&& i would like to 'thank to' all those who caring about me.

♥Alexiis mei,

♥Cheryl baobei mei,

♥Huiyee(babe),

♥Melvin(erzi),

LOLS . :D i shall take pic w you someday whn we meet again, ok ? Hahaha.

♥Nicole beloved mei,

♥Weicong,

-thanks for all your Cares', loves', sweet and to be there for me. I love you all much. And i miss you.D: And i still owe you all so much. I will treat eu back another times, ok? W loves';D

Overdue to last yrs' pic,

♥Xiaovan loves' mei, imy toos!): hopefully to meet eu up soon, really. && ILY !! ;D

Receiving your letter ytd, is your 5th letter to me.
I dont know how to answer your question.
(As time goes by I wonder will your love for me fade away?)
This is what im confusing now. I dont know should i say yes or no.
But, over the night. I have decided, Yes. Will/Would eventually fade.
I am sorry, this is what i can tell you. After it all, i had think all over
over again. Most of it, which that i can comfirm that i didn't love you
at all. Must be all of that i'd felt guilty or missibg you something else.
Maybe just IMU at a very good pal? Sorry is what i can say.
I have been confused all along after while you went in.
-apologise-