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Happy birthday freda ! (;

Goodmorning people, the time now is 115am.
Hahaha. && i need to chat w my melvin erzi soon.
Damn tired/tiring!);

Just now of work was quite unlucky. Got one customer damn fcuk, ok?!
Somemore, someone! Bear, just have to bear or to control my tempered!
Well, i dont wanna metion all about.D=
Complain to huiyee babe. && raining after work way back home
w all wet.D: well, was damn boring & tiring working.
Sneaking messaging w potato, edwin, esther pikachu, nicholas, boyer, gary cuteboy,
guorong && xiaovan loves' mei.:D
Has been working for 1week5days. Not bad. Quite well quite slack.
Can learn somethings new.(: && also can get to know more new maturity,
adults/college or others or beside or around those department store friends.
They quite friendly. I mean some. Not all anyway.
Just right opposite of my store, the brand manager is quite friendly toos.
She came to me & chat w me awhile && still ask me to join her company.
She intro to me which is all so called about fashion things.
So i should consider abt it ! (; Hahaha. Btw, thanks anw.

Alright, shall stop here luh.{:
Shits! My son is waiting for my long call.
W loves';D


Another morning again ! (; delicous? =.="
Haas . Most likely, i will have my coffee chocolate;D
Taking off today due to wed =D
LOLS . :D now was lyk so busying messaging && msn.
Chatting w so much peoples, lazy. ARGH!
Cnt stop my hand for breaking.D: Hahaha.
-Melvin erzi, genia, genie, kevin didi, jason, jereen sweethearts', jieqiang notiboy,
joey best buddy, junior, habil, samuel didi, shiwen, weilun, boonting, zeke misses
&& xiaovan loves' mei. Much complicated && in confusion. So much/many
people now of my friends all wanna date me out.
But i have no time. Sometimes, i was thinking while
im dating them out. Then they won't have time or wont
be free/not free. Once, whn im getting nt free or whatever shits.
All of them will come to me && date me out in the same time.
Thats what/why im wondering is they all discussing
tgt aft date me out at the same timing? Hmmm ..
Shouldn't be, right? Maybe just nice.
♥'Oh im missing all of you, my lovely friends. Is hardly get to
see each others again. First, let me have my planning.
Ewww .. I cnt wait to see all of eu
=(
( im so missing the past the good old days ! )'; )

Melvin erzi-Great son!:D im glad to heard something goodnews frm you, last night.(:
Hopefully, you can successfully of getting her answer! Wish you all the best && luck.
I think is my time, pray hard for you;D haas. Cnt stop you frm keep mention abt her.
You are getting/gone crazy for her. Your head/mind which is full of her alr =.=' JIAYOU*

Hey peepos, im lazy using friendster & facebook now.
&& sorry for all taggie! Will be reply soon, alright?

Goodevening people, so bored right now!):
Sometimes, i didnt really show it. But deep inside i was breaking out.
I dont wanna miss a thing. I dont want to cry anymore. I dont wanna to Cares' anymore.
Yet when i see myself breaking apart, sad. Seems to be depressed
on me. What im thinking? Yet i needs to give it a rest, sitting down
at the table looking upon my hand, knowing I tired. Yet tired to make
a stand. Not one shine && Not one smile. A tear slowly roles down from my eye,
forcing me to begin to cry. Now im all alone. Wishing I could die.
I remember when we walked that night. We were drunk.
The sweetest dream will never do, that never felt before. This is something,
a memory could store. Knowing I tired to take it away, tired to take my pains away.
They never left. All they did was stay. I remember,
holding your hand made you feel good. Now I just wish that you understood.
Having the pills in my hand. Hands clenched tight. The depression had came.
Yet loosing all my sight. Yet i felt so alone. I cried so hard. Knowing i tired.
All what came out, is how much I cried. I remember when we first met,
It was at tampines mart. But now i sit here, in this house. Trying to die,
knowing how much I try. Trying hard, not to think about eu. I tried so hard.
Not to think so much about you. This is what happend. This is what i do.
Now I wonder, where you are? Are you close? Or are you far?
My eyes start to give out. My mind begins to spin. Yet feeling so ill. I had taken it,
that very last pill. Then it came, how I sighed. Knowing yet i was so tiring,Knowing it killing me
=(