Cos' everythings . I am a useless && just . );

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Ytd , thanks for baby song me home ((: /// - Hais ! Why ?! Why my life was so tough && suffer ?! Why just cn't you all understand me ?! Why ?! Why you all must treat me like this ?! Why ?! Why making me so hard ?! Why keep on FORCING me ?! Why ?! Why everything is me ?! Why you all nvr give me a chance ?! Why nvr give a even each chance to say ?! Why ?! You all have nvr ever giving me a each chance ?! I nvr ask for more . I just wants/needs 1day . && that is enough le . I nvr ask for 1month 1 yrs' && forever !!! Why ?! Why you all must giving me so much troubles ?! Why ?! && why ?! I am nts robots lehs . I am human de lehs . Pls lahs ! I rly rly rly very stress luhs . Why keep on threatening me ?! I knw how to think le && nw . Why you all keep on tot that i am still a child . && dunt knw how to think ?! Whys ?! I alr rly knw how to think le . Is you all just cn't understand me de laas . You all are rly to much le . You all are rly too much le . Rly did too much to me le . Ben lai i dunt wish to give up de . I just wanna to try && the best of all . No matter how hard it is . Is you all rly much le . Nw , i just wanted to giveup le . && to give up everythings in my life . My life nw was meaningless to me le . I rly don't kw luh . && it's rly ! You all dunt knw how my feel it is . It started everythings nw . W every tears was tripping && droppings . && my heart was very pains . You all knw how hurts it is ?! No . You all has nt understand nw && ever . It is rly damn damn damn hurt . You all knw ?! No . hais . You all only think abt you all-self only . && nvr evr tot abt me && my feels . My mind nw was gone . Everythings are gone . My heart mind && soul ; lost .

To-my families members
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Ytd , ad office nth to do . Knn . Fuck . Bored siol ! Called me to go for whats . If , nt . Dunt have . Thn . Just let me knw . Go there like say zhou bo !! I also cn say . Ad home slp lyk pig ./ ad home used com . Knn damns lahs ! Waste time . I was nt on that mood . .. Nights , 7.33 meet baby ad bugis mrt . Aft , called ahsongbaba . && ask . He say he maybe nts whenning down bedok siol ! ); ... Called ahkelbaba . && ask . He is ! Yes !! ;D Aft , call ahbenbaba !!! haas . He say he also ad bugis . && he was accompanny his friends to buy boxer . && will be lately going down . )'; Hais . I miss them damns much laas . && beibei lots . Meeting ahkel ad ap only . (: Aft , we whn kopitiam tgt && find weijie && w some of friends . && thanks ahkelbaba for the treat , me && my baby . haahs , love you alots baba !!!!! Ad kopitiam sit && drinks . Half ways calling ahsongbaba && ahbenbaba . Ahsongbaba kor wil be coming lately . Cos' , he was play dota . hais . Bored ** thn . Ahben . He say that he was ad orchard . Hais lahs ! )'; miss thems so much also . && they was lately to be . sadded ** hais ! 9pm luhs . Gtg luh . Sorry && ps . That i cn't wait ... Me && baby ad bus inter took 40 && go to my house there . Ad the half ways . Ahben calls me . He say ask me whr me . && he say that he alr reach le . && w thems le . He ask me thats why i go so fast ?! && why i go ? && he did say somethings . Bts . I cn't hear ! Sorry . Seeya . && nvm . I will be coming down to the next week . Rly sorry ahbenbaba . It's too late le . Imy toos . Rly . Ps uhs . && thanks ahkelbaba ; Loved !* Aft , baby ad my house awhile . 12smthins . Reymond call baby . Ask we wanna go pub ? Ad dg . Thn , anythings luhs . .... Pubs !!!!! ;DD && w baby && remond friends ./ Opps !!! I gtg now luhs . Ltr , meeting baby ad cityhalls ((:

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Muhahahas !!! ;DD bored/nth to do ad office work thn bl . Draw && this 2drawings . :D

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Yo everybody !!! I am back !! sadded ** hais ! I am damns miss YA ALL damn damn damn much && many many many uhs . ); Ps . Thats' , i have been -mia for long . Since , the times have happens so much things frm me . Stress . I don't knw what i should be say on/w . I rly don't knw what i should do for nw . && that is rly . I have no freedom ! I realise that . Since , whn i'm work . My life/personality have change . Stress ;no mood && more & more attitdude problems towards . I last times , was nt being lyk thats de . Bts .. Nw i am is nw le . && it's nots the last of the me . Hais ! Rly damns . && i am nts the past of me le . I have changes alots luh . More && more bads . I wish/hopes that , i cn go back to before && the past . Can we go back to before ??? There is no such things , && my life nw was rly sucks !! Those/the past i rly miss !! No used luhs . The past is the past . It just cn't rewine any . The lost ! I have lost everythings && have also do lost my way ! Hais ! Everythings has changes le . Things will nvr be the same again . It's all over . Cn'ts le . Past * things alr change rly much .

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ps , everybody ! (; Mia && sry ya !! ;D