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Meeting alexiis mei today. Aft her sch ends. Haahs , long times nvr meet le. Meet ad tm mrt station. And she msg me say that :she'll be late eh. I'm sorry. Re:Nvm.(: Where are eu anw? Alexiis mei:Still in sch. Sorry sorry! Re:Nvm lahs ! ..... Aft ... Byes* Alexiis mei-Thanks for todays. Rly. If noone/nobody gonna to be my listening ear. I am gonna to die le. Imma feeling much more better le. Anw, i still rly needs to thanks you. Hais. Thanks alots. Thanks for sitting down tgt && listen. Thanks that you cn be my listener ! (;

Me-Mei, thanks alots for your listening ear. Do tc lots uhs. Lovesyou.

Alexiis mei-Lol. Stupid loh. I walking go there. Th bus goes off.

Me-Omg. LOLS! How? Then you gonna wait agians.

Alexiis mei-Yeah. Lol. I go take another bus loh. Anyway, meet up soon agian okays? Takecares eh. Anythings you wanna talk to someone just feel free to call me alright. Don't think so much already. Let themisunderstanding to an end first yeah.

Me-Yea yea .. Haas. Ok. Rly thanks alots for today. Nice talking to eu. & meets. Alrights!(; hoping to meet you up soonsoon.:D kks. Wish thy misunderstanding this will goes off asap. Thanks ya.

Alexiis mei-Will th lah. Don't think so much loh. No need to thank me th yeah :) you happy can le. Alright, be careful while going home. Takecares.

Me-Ok. Try.(: needs. Thanks. Alrights!(; you toos uhs. Do takecares alots ehs. Lovesyou .

Alexiis mei-Jiayou yours paper! All the best,exam.

Nicole mei-Nvm luhs. It's ok de. I cn understand yours feelings. I knw. Cos' It is importants to eu. Alrights, mei? Cheers! Misses *

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Guys-It a nice saddness touch. Please watch this video. Thanks.(: Enjoy!



Sometimes ..... There was always a thought in my mind. It happens anytimes && somedays. I was always keep thinking on. Why & How am i supposed to change? And Why? How am i supposed to be a good person? Yes! I am a bad person And is a bad girl. I was wondering. Wondering there was/will nots happens for thy times. What am i going to do to stop myself? What can i do? ... Just likes somtimes hard to be myself .. Hmmm.. Bored * Life was really bored. Just ricky daddy was talking w me in e' msn.(: Daddy you must Cheers always , alrights ? Your nuer will always be right there for you de. Stay strong!!!;D






Nobody knews the pain, what i had. The fake smile. If:Byebye, I'm Leaving. Takecares alrights?

Sorrybabe .

Huiling deardear I miss you!!

nicole & shiyin mei-Hope to go out soonsoonsoon! ;DD ***

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Baby-I was keep on have a begin thought/thinking in my mind. As much as we still get along together till. Babe its still hard to pack my bags up and tell you that i'm gone. As soon as i say i'm gone i'm alone. I just take a deep breath. Remember when we met? I just think you'r cute. It dosen't matter what you put me through. It dosen't matter what i put you through and i love you. But imma always be around. At the end of the day your my baby. You. Just only you. No one else. Can? Alrights? I aint have to get big when you was chillin w your friends. But i was insecure then, thought i was chillin w some men. But can you blame me as fine as you are. Cause your my baby and w/o u i'm crazy. But now its whatever; in cold weather. I dig thy love i get on the streets. For everyday i'm given i'm blessed to be with you, blessed to be living. I see the bigger picture and its kinda like looking in thy mirror w you. So you should stick around and let me try hold you down. Kks? The past is the past. We on thy future now.

Genia && Genie-Sorry. I can'ts go w Ya homeclub on 9th ehs. So. Jiayou for yours' last paper on 8th October. Kks? After that we can go out luhs.:D Don't let me dissapointed! Remember our date out together 10th Oct, alrights?! (; Don't giveup whatever. Study. I knows/knews that is late & last minutes. Just try Ya best. At least. I believe Ya 2 can do it de. Miss*****

Esther-Meetupsoonsoonsoon after yours 'n's uhs. Jiayou whatever ! (; All the best to eu . (:

Ricky daddy-BOXIM ! );

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Receiving ahkelbaba msg: Ap playground official open on 26-9-09! Cheers! ...= =!.. Ps is today! I send wrong. LOLS . Thanks anw for your notice. Awhile, was going to 8pm luhs. Ahkelbaba cals me. He was asking me-

Kelvin(ahkelbaba)♥-Where are you? Never go out?

Me-Home. Nope.

Kelvin(ahkelbaba)♥-Ap today thy playground is just opening. And told me that he is calling all/whole bonD family out to there.

Me-I can'ts. I just wants to be at home today. Lets meet anothers day, alrights? Sorry ya! Next week, which day free?

Kelvin(ahkelbaba)♥-....kks. Byebyes *

To ahkel-Was really sorry ehs. Next week i then go down, alrights ?! (;

I'm bloody hell tiring! Feels like i am going to lying down to the bed. But, i don't wanna. Cause, tomorrow or later is our 2month le. No no ... It means to me. Not going to sleep. I still must have to wait for the times. Preparing & wait to send a message to him. Yeahs ! (; Haahs , cn't wait la. 12am le. Yea yea ... HAPPY 2MONTHS BABY!!!!! ILOVEYOU !!! Have just seen babe blogs. It makes me feel so touch. He is the first guy who did it/this to me. No one else. I feels that i am so fortune and lucky to have him. Nobody does this do me. He is the first one who really love and treating me damn damn damn good. I have been had a two ex-as before. Thy third guy who is him are my first boy given me so much who dote me many many many. What a wonderful boyfriend i have! Although, i am a bad girlfriend. Dosen't tresure him well. Not treating him well at times. Won't or don't you ever regrets to be w me? Really feel sorry of babe. I am not really good. Our times had pass quite slow, anyways. No matter whats, we must be strong. Baby !!!!! Thanks alots !! I love die you le . :D

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ALOT ALOT ALOT. && I MISS HIM LOTS, BABE.

♥I Love My Boy MAKSHICAI!!!!!♥

Heys Guys Thanks alots for helping me to kan that phua cb/lj ppl laas. No name de. Her/His mother or whole family born them w/o a name de lahs ! Nvm la Guys. Just leave it. Bochap * This kind of ppl botaiji kana ma. Huat ** Their just reflect to thyself. Anw, MRJOKER You'r? Thanks alots uhs . :D "Eh IMH ppl, stop spam if you fking dont like me. Stop being CHILDISH. Cos' i kw tht my eng is rubbish. So you? Yours' nice? KNN la. Ahhai la. Hamji!"

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Baby-'hmm jus wan tell u. i wont leave u de. cos i still love u. and sry.' Is this all ?! (; Did you really mean it ? You promise not to leave me ? Say . Will you do/do it ?

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Sorry baby , for the yesterday && everydays ! (; Always keep on letting you worry , stress , sad , jealous && hurts . Sorry . Was really sorry laas . I know saying those word sorry for you that is no used . But , this is all i could to say . I knew/knows that , i am/was not a really good girlfriend . I guess that i am not really/suitable to be . I'll never be .. No !! It was the truth that i am not . Is not guess ! Sorry . Really sorry . Did you knows that what did you message me for the yesterday ?! Got one sentence that is really hurts/hurtsful to me you knows ?! "From now on you walk your way i walk my way ." WTH/F ?!!! I guess , you've should knews ba ... What should i have to do ?! And you told me not to 'cry' . Cry ?! Yes . I did . How ?! Cry was nots going to let you to be backs ! What am i surrpose to do ?! 'And :Sorry baby. I maybe angry than say those word de. Dun go ok? Really sorry. If you dun wan to go come find me now. If you wan to go you can go. ?!' What you means ?! What is this sentence means ?! You think what i am ?! Anyhow ?! Wants go then go ?! Wants back then to be back ?! What you take me as ?! It was really hurtful . Did you knows that ?! You fucking broke it ; how can you break my fucking heart tell me you still love me ?! My heart was gone ?! Where was it ?! Come back to me , will it be ?! Can you help me to get back my hearts ?! I am so evil hurting you . I am damns bitch irritating Useless && failure . I don't even so/shows Cares' much in you . I may ignore . But , my mind was always thinking of you . You knows ?! Any/everywhere it be . I just can't get you out of my mind . I knows that i was breaking your hearts that you loves me . I really don't know . The sentence you means it ?! I guess if i am not wrong . You are rights . I knows that your heart or yours mind was thinking le . I'm a bad girl . You wanna say bye . And you was afraid thats you will hurts me . And you don't/scared or have a face to tell me . That is you wanna ?! Never mind . Just say out , whats your mind are ?! If , you really wants to go . I guess that you are so over me . Anyways , i was really sorry & ILOVEYOU !! Still love you . Can ?! This is what i gonna say to you . Only you . Lastly , will you leave me ?!

You'll nvr understand

i love my boyfriend !

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thanks ahkelbaba ! (;
There was a kids ! ;DD

LOLS ./
this pic ahkel && ahben send to thier hp && set as my pic as wallpaper . Arrggghhhhs !!! So sweets ' loves !!
Today meet freda && puxiu 3pm smthings ad aljunied mrt out ! ;D Aft , they acompany walk to aljunied crescent to repair my hp messagging . (: Aft finishing . Going tpy sky garden && slack . Ahkelbaba got to meet me aft his work 7.30 . Haas . So happy . Cos' we almost 3month nvr meet le . ); Miss thems so much . It is so precious to me lors . =) For me they are . :D Important? *** LOLS . Jianhao kor cn't make it . Hais ! Nvm . Ahsongbaba kor-missyou . you are hell ! Cos' you are always busy !! ;D Ahxingbaba-whr have you been ?! Mia ? Peeps . Opps ! Ahkel was calling me . Alm . Forgets the times . That times was almost 7.30 luhs . I am/was still ad tpy . Alm !! Jialat le . Rush * And byes puxiu . Sorry ahkelbaba . Whn , on the ways . He was keep on calls me . Sorrys ya !! It makes me cn't wait to see Ya All laas . && i wanna shhshh toilets lahs ! ... Bochap * bear w it . Was rly sry for letting you wait for 1hrs . Reach ;8.21 . :D Rush ** To the ap w freda . Yeahs ! (; Finally . Ahben && ahkel was there waiting . Haahs , thanks for Ahben & Ahkel toks . So sweet thems . They have brighten my days . 9.30 luhs . Beibei && steffi comes . Muhahahas !!!!! While ltr , beibei && steffi was hungry . Gg eat . And She is tired ; byes freda . Went to kopitiam fine lipjin awhile . Aft , go princess mac eat . Was much fun w thems todays ! And very happy todays !! Dont knw whn we'll be meeting out tgt like this .

freda-Stupid ! (; Dont because of one guys/person to change or hurts . Be yourself .

beibei , steffi && lipjin-Cheers cheers cheers !!

nicole beloved mei-Hope you soon to get a better job . Pray ya . Cheers always ^^

Ahbenbaba-thanks for your sending this song to me . (: ♥♥♥'s && misses lots ****

Imma loves this xiao baby-shicai!

It took last nights * before gonna slp ;D missing whn i am wearing back my past sec sch . missYaAll a big damn damn damns much .

My baobei cherly mei-Jiayou for your 'O'level !!!!! Aft . Thn we cn go out often luhs . :D waited ***

Sara-Cheers , alrights ?! (; This kind of guys just leave it laas . Hais ! I knw for you it is hard to . I've nth to say than .